I had to take a leak tonight... So i walked up to my bathroom door and pushed it open, and lo what greated me was the half dressed reflection of myself, in all its glory... Glory? Pft... More like, in all its uncouthness... But, as i paused at the entrance and watched myself, words began to form in my head, and flow from my lips... And with each i took a small step towords the glass that held me in its prision... Whsipering them... Questioning me.

These were the words...

So much I could be,
but never am

So much I could create,
but never do

So great an existence,
So insignificant this life

So powerful a mind,
so diminished a will

So capable a body,
so tired the soul

So incredible an imagination,
so unmotivated the hand

So blessed a person,
so tainted a mortal

So loved a being,
so ungrateful a human

So fortunate a child,
so unsatisfied a teen

So Godly a creation,
so unholy a form

So great a dreamer,
so wasted the possibilities

So much I could be,
but never am

Why?


Sigh... This is what happens when you're in a sate of letargy, but continue to pry yourself from dream land... I wonder why i never have this motivation to stay awake when it actually counts, like in classes. Probably as close as i'll ever get to being drunk i guess... When i start to blabber and see the blatant truth of my life... And regret everything...