I don't know what to think anymore

So I shall stop thinking about it completely

I won't read anymore signs

Or attempt to test her waters

If she feels anything at all, oh wait - she doesn't

As much as she's worth all that I'm doing

I grow weary of changing

I won't stop for a long time yet

But my reasons for doing what I do

Will certainly change

And with them, my feelings for those around me

I was truly outraged in the rain

So absolutely embarrassed and pissed

I could have sent a slap flying

But I held my tongue and my hand

I can't stay angry though

Still, I had to rethink things

Fate seems to have had its reasons

For all that's happened