Omfg, am I fucking insane?

What the fuck did I just do tonight?

FUCKING throwing my fucking life away.

ZzZ

Who fucking waits for hours for someone who might not even show up?

It seemed like a sweet innocent idea at first... But now I feel like a dumbass fucken stalker!

OMFG? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME??

ARGH!! I really wanna throw *** out of my life now... WHY WOULD I EVER DO THIS?

I must be one STUPID LAME BITCH. WTF...

I FEEL LIKE A FUCKING LOSER.

Would SHE Ever do that for me? SHE DOESN'T EVEN FUCKING THINK ABOUT ME.

ARGH!! WAKE THE FUCK UP JACOB.

WAKE
THE
FUCK
UP.

I should really just fucking slap myself. FUCKING SLAP MYSELF WITH A FUCKING SHOE.

Even Her friend told me right in my bitch shit face today.
SHE'S NEVER, EVER GOING TO LIKE ME.

So WHAT the Fuck?

Will someone just shoot my dumbwank head off?

ARGH!

JUST TELL ME YOU HATE ME AND I CAN FUCKING GIVE THE FUCK UP.
That's what you want anyway.
Kick me, Slap me, BURN ME. DO FUCKING SOMETHING TO MAKE ME STOP.

I don't want to be a dog anymore. I feel like some FUCK. SOME WASTED FUCK.

WTF!!!!!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!